briannaaaaaa

I'm using an itouch, weeee.
Kidddding, but I am. Umm 1 month ago today I turned SIXTEEN.
1 year and 11 months 'till I'm legal baby!

Anyways! I can't wait to see Choke/Eagle Eye tomorrow..
even though I really hope Choke's playing around here.

I just lost all patience, cya!

There's about four days left of summer. So I just wanted to post so of my favorite memories from summer 2008.
:D!

Haaaa that last entry was so angry. I'm totally fine now (:
It's about 9:30 am and I'm waiting for abbeybritRossi&Franq to come pick me to go to Boston
shoooooopppping~*

LOL I just read timmyj's new entry. Heard he hates me! Cooooo0o0ol, and awkward.
Anyways.

I had a good birthday! Had cake @ the Luvera's~*
oh uh Anthony Morassi's house... i got 500$$ bucks :D

I'M SO PATHETICALLY EXCITED FOR SCHOOL. even dough I love summer I miss seeing everyone.
Junioooor~* Alsoooo, I'll be the biggest bookworm hahasdf. I'll be eating that shit for breakfast lunch and dinner.

About to leaveeeee, cya.

I don't know how else to get ANYTHING out. My fists hurt from constantly being clenched.

WHO THE FUCK, am I? There's something inside of me lately that's just A BURNING HATRED for everything that isn't going in my favor in my life, currently. I'm so bad at English, fuck honors. I'm always thinking, worrying, stressing. Not because I want to, it's 92% forced. All I ever talk about with my Dad is like, money, school/my grades, where I'm gonna work when I can >:O, getting a bank account, college, driving school, my permit in a week, HOW MUCH EVERYTHING COSTS. These are usually exciting things for people but when I don't know how I'm gonna pay for anything it's like wtffffffffff. My birthday's in 5 days. Sweet 16! CAR!? Nope. Like nothing. HEY MOM WHERE ARE YOU SHITHEAD.

I'm redoing my room FINALLY? hopefully. This week, and I can't even accomplish that without being stressed. I haven't found 1 King sized comforter I like. & if I don't.. guess I'm not getting my room done. Everything's full/queen. I sound like such a brat right now but I'm not where near close, I work for the little I get.

FRIEND DRAMA-BYE. I don't even WANT TO KNOW ANYONE. Why is there ALWAYS A FUCKING PROBLEM!? Fuck you Becka! I want to be friend again but if you don't then cool with me! Go fuck up your life, you have some fucking potential you know. Oh hey, promise me one thing.. to NOT say anything to your boyfriend? Oh WAIT GO DO IT ANYWAYS. FUCKING BITCH GROW UP. Brittany Luvera I'm not even going to fucking go there. DON'T BE MY FRIEND, FINE. I didn't do anything, I would never intentionally try to get you in trouble, despite what you may believe. Yes, I pick on you sometimes but I feel like it's okay 'cause sometimes I consider myself like a big sister. Whatever do what you want. I miss all the good people I knew that I blew off because I'm a stupid bitch. Honestly!

Oh wait, I always feel pressured to have a GAMILLION FRIENDS 'cause Mr.Frank does! It just sucks when he's out doing his own thing ( not including me ) and I have nothing to do. I blew off all my friends for him. I'm not saying I regret it but you know what I mean. Everyone hates me and Abbey together. Awesome. I just like to have fun sometimes my fucking god. Don't hangout with me when Frank's not there! OH AND YOU! Make fun of me behind my back 24/7 and be a back stabbing dickhead! Shove your pathetic uglyass little sister up your asshole.

TAKE ME to the gym! I'm an ugly fuuuuck. I get called that on a regular fucking basis! Oh and also, YOU. Butt out of my life, and Frank's? I never even had a problem with you but lie and take shit that isn't yours and constantly talk to him for no reason because you love attention~*. It's sad that so many people envy you.

Where are all the decent people. Get at me? I want to be one too.

Today is so stupid. I cried all day. Don't tell me how pathetic I am pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase.
Anyways. It's for so many reasons I don't even feel like explaining.

I don't understand why it seems like people try to find reasons not to like me. Like adults. :/
Why am I writing in this? I don't feel like displaying all of my petty little problems.

This week I'm getting my nails and toes done? I'm excited. I haven't been pampered in so long,
it's the best feeling. Honestly, I feel like I don't deserve it though. Nothing. What do I contribute?

Idk. Stupid.
Fuck mah period.

Life is SO good.
Summer 2008 baby

Happy Father's Day! Gooooooood morning. I'm all groggy & shit.

Last weekend of the school year. It's been fun! Friday I worked, pointlessly. There was nothing to do and I only worked 7-10:30. Waste of time! And yesterday I went to the mall with Frank, Al and Schwein. That was alright I guess. After that me and Frank went back to his house to go swimming. Frank was going to Vershon's grad party so I had to go home and got squished into a car and Frank fucking slammed my ankle in the door :"(. Lol it's okay now.

Later Frank came home and we went to the movies with Dean & Cait.
Nicole was being all $%^&*( cause I couldn't sleep over.. :/
But anyways they're so cute! :) :) :)
The movie was really good I thought. I'm afraid its really going to happen because slowly bees are becoming extinct and no one knows why! If that did happen you have to admit that be really fucking scary.

Gotta go shower, byeeee!

I wish things were so different.

My head's pounding. Ughhhh. Brittany hit me in the head with a basketball. & I already had a headache :/



Enough of being miserable!
I liked today. Lol, frank I lied. I went swimming with Frank, Brittrawr, and Rossi. Now I'm peeling :(. Rossi's bringing me to school tomorrow. Scoreeeeeeeeeeee. I don't have to go in 'till 9 'cause I already took the gym final, SO EASY. I reeeek of NaCl. Yano, chlorine. Hahaaaa. No. Ummm I think I'm getting B's in practically all of my classes so that's really good :)! Oh yesterday, that Leaf Bio Test.. I got 100 boo0oya. I dominate that class. I "run" that class. lolol

4 more days of school. Not even full ones. I'm so excited to be a Junior. I know this is SO homo but I'll just feel older. Even though I'm still 15 wtf I be chillin' w/ 18 yur oldsz. Jk guys~* HA I can't even write Jk without thinking of Sam Hibbert. That message I sent her was so confusing.. I was kidding. Fr4ankz lyk3 d444 ho0o0ott3zt b0! iN sCh00l.

I love him, so much.
& his sweet ass robot painting! I wish I was artistic.
I'll have to do a post with lots a pictures of something.
& I'm Dunzo.

Jk. Yayo is coke. Don't do dat shiiiiiiit~*
Anyways!

I'm wicked tired. Today I went to the beach with my Dad, my Sister, TayKay, Becka & Frank. It was really nice that they got along. Buuuuut now I'm sunburned and my feet are sore from that shitty rocky sand. Frank threw a dead crab on my back. :( Hahh. +++++ I'm super tired now. Idek what to say.

I'm good friends with Zach again! Which makes me happy, because I adore him. It makes me happy that things are pretty much falling into place right before summer starts.

Mmmmm Cheezits.

It's so dumb how it was "optional" to go to school. & you could leave whenever you wanted. There was a total of 400 dismissals. I can't wait till tomorrow, to just sit home and relax. Thursday I'm hangingout with Tony and friday I'm going to Sixfags with Jake and Maybe Frank. Neat0 week riiiight?

Idk about Saturday. I thought I was doing something, but maybe not. Make plans with mee!

I hate myself! Ahhh I like saw myself in a bathingsuit and cried.
I get upset way too easily sometimes :/

I'll post tomorrow about how I'm gonna do so iffy on my Leaf Test in Bio. Lol byyyyyyyyyyyyye